| Location | Portsmouth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/02/1999 |
| Date of Death | 02/02/1999 |
| Visitors | 2,582 since 18/01/2008 |
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My little boy who was stillborn at 21 weeks, on 2nd Feb, born too soon & given his wings early. This has taken some courage to put the photo of Connor on here, usually no-one sees it. His anniversary is comin up and im finding it so hard as no-one seems to understand how i feel. I feel so alone sometimes until i look at the stars.
To My little Angel Connor
I wonder at times if it was me,
Did i do something wrong,
Did i do something really bad,
To make things go so wrong?
Why me again, not someone bad,
Someone who isnt true,
Im caring, kind and really would
Haved loved you through and through.
This time i said, I wil be fine
Good luck is on my side
Twice would be just too much,
Hope and prayers became my guide.
You grew into my perfect son,
My little bump, i proudly wore,
But my good luck had just run out,
The heartache rose once more.
So perfect yet so tiny,
Not given the right to live,
To me, you were my baby
In my heart & mind youll always live.
You were created for a reason,
You were cruelly taken for the same,
You did fullfill your purpose,
My beautiful son, Connor, you became.
The hurt and pain still just too much,
The tears still silently fall,
The question WHY? still so strong,
No answer to this can i recall,
No chance to hug or say goodbye,
No chance for you to see,
The person who loved you most,
Who so much wanted you to be.
Precious memories mean so much,
And that is where youll be,
Forever in me and in my heart,
For all eternity.
I know youre safe and cared for,
Now sleeping peacefully,
Please just do me one last thing,
Give Granpop a hug from me.
Love as always little man
Mummy
xxxx
I miss you so much little man, what i would give just to have you here, to hold you, kiss your soft cheek. Sleep easy little angel. Mummy loves you so much. XXX
LIttle angel xx
Well my little man, its that time of year again and every year i think it will be easier than the last anniversary,,,,but it never is. Your candle is lit and shining beautifully like you do in the night sky. Whenever i feel lonely i just look up at the stars and i can always feel you there, keeping me strong and i know you will be telling me off and not to be sad. I miss you so much sweetie, the question "why?" just doesnt go away. I love you always little man, keep sleeping peacefully. :-( Mummy xxxxx
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Connor"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
HIYA lil bro its ur crazy siser :) i miss you loads.sooo much, but i no your happy,i am 17 now and still hear you, can imagine your voice sooo sweet but sooo gobby :) lol :) your always going to be here, mum loves you misses you dearly love to have known what u would look like and if you would look out for me :) even no i would be your big sister :D ne 1 given u grief up there irl walk till the end and take them out :)
love you bro always will every day every second..
loads of hugs and kisses :):):):):):):):):):):):):) mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh x
God bless beautiful little angel.x
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL......
A Special Star So Very Bright
It's Time For Me To Say Goodnight,
So Close Your Eyes And Snuggle Tight
I'm Wishing You Sweet Dreams Tonight.
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SLEEP TIGHT, LOVE Lisa.x
xxxx love and hugs angel connor xxx
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The Lord needed a flower
and that flower was you
so he picked you up from down here
and up and up you flew ~~
He planted you in his garden
he said 'You'll stay here now with me'
and there you'll stay away from harm
the prettiest flower you'll always be ~~
god bless connor sending you and your mummy lots of love and angel kisses xxx thinking of you on your angel day xxxxxx love trace
Little angel
Hiya little man, its your anniversary next week, i always find this time of year still so hard. the tears still roll, i know you dont want me to be sad but i miss you so much, id give anything to stroke your tiny soft cheek & give it a kiss. I look up to the stars every night, especially lately and ask you for the strength i need. I miss you little man, i love you. Keep shining that star of yours down on us & give granpop a big hug from me. Love and bigs cuddles sweetie.
Mummy
xxxxx
sweet angel
so sorry for your loss i also lost my only child at 22 weeks my heart goes out to u family and friends im glad u put ya son photo on coz if he survived u wud have it anyway good for u he shud never be forgotten xxx
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